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...in death I've found the answer...
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Good evening out there,
...in the rain of society downfall. My name is Alex, and you probably have
heard my handle before, in this weird virtual world called scene I also
call myself "Neurodancer". I'm making music on the Amiga since 1987, and
this is just another module I made some time ago. Its about one or two
years old, and its just another part of me. Music never was a technical
problem for me - not that I'm claiming to be a perfect technician when it
comes to music, on the contrary! - but it always was a challenge of
inspiration, and a certain, quite distinctive way of expressing my
feelings, in a way only few that know me would understand it.
This piece of music was inspired by a lot of the ambient artists that
published their work on Eye Q's sublabel "Recycle or Die", such as Stevie
Be Zet, Baked Beans, Dominic Woosey and Oliver Lieb.
I think it is both a sad and uplifting tune, and I do have this feeling
again, now that I release this tune, long after making it. I'm feeling in
a state of not knowing myself, staring into my eyes looking into the mirror
I sometimes wonder who this stranger might be... who is this person? What
makes me think the way I think, what passion drives me, what spirit keeps
me alive, what feelings steer me into this morbid way of thinking that
death is a solution? Hold on to my life? To what in my life? Is there
anything that is worth to hold on to? I know this society sucks, because
money sucks, yet we are so dependant of it, is there anything else in life
that does cause so much trouble, pain, work and despare other than money if
you look at it in the long run? Even love will fade to a flickering light,
to long gone memories, but the real struggle for life is fought with money,
nothing else but MONEY.
This world sucks. What could mankind be without having to worry for their
existence? A free mind and a free spirit to soar above the stupid problems
of these days, transcending into a new way of thinking, into a state of
mind... an entity, an invincible and infinite spirit!
Dreaming of the doorway to this new world order... the doorway that lies
buried in our heads, nailed down into the dust with our old rotten
thinking, the GATES OF INFINITY!
Neurodancer/1oo%
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...in death I life again...
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